a quick note....

For anyone who wondered why I disappeared into a rip in the time/space continuum for the last four months, here is my big explanation...
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Was it at least worth it you ask? Aren't I proud? No and No. Now having explained, I have to go back to work.

And this wasn't even a little bit tongue-in-cheek.

Babies and Weddings

I maintain, myspace.com is a tool of Satan. Not that I have any problem with Satan, or God for that matter, it's just that I keep running into people I know and I can't seem to get away from it. After what was for me an extremely emotionally draining night, I still can't seem to sleep (even after writing Glengarry Leads what amounts to a Greek epic about my life the last three months). So I am going to cheat. I am going to republish my blog I typed about my night on myspace. I am going to take off all my clothes, mix myself a screwdriver and do my nightly ritual of writting about my day in hopes that my unintelligble ramblings will at some future point become inspiration for a script. Here's whatI wrote earlier and I mean it, every word...

I love Cubbie-pooh. She is a better friend to me than I deserve. After being disgustingly neglectful of her for the last three months due my obsession with schoolwork (well, that and paying my rent), I sucked it up enough to call her and apologize for my shoddy behavior. She was so good about it. And now I feel so bad. I went out and ate with her and Stephapholies and the boys. The boys include Stephapholies' seven month old. Oh yes, don't let me forget to mention that Cubbie-pooh is five months pregnant. And that Millhouse is getting married.

The point of all of this is that all of my friends (well, not all of you, but a lot) are getting married and having babies...not necessarily in that order, but regardless, they are doing these things. And I'm the shitty friend who is too wrapped up in her own asinine activities to call her pregnant best friend. I am shit. I really need to get my act together. Not in the barefoot and pregnant sense, since I neither want to get married or have children, but in the "why aren't you taking care of the people who care about you?" sense. And that goes for other people in my life as well. Something needs to be done, because not only am I unhappy, but I'm making others unhappy as well.

"Hey, you've reached Veelzabub. I can't come to the phone right now because I'm out making some changes in my life. Leave me a message, and if I don't call you back, your're probably one of those changes..." God said it was good and he's usually right.It's time to make some changes,Peace.

-Veelzabub

p.s. You can always find me on myspace.com under Veelzabub and I forgot to mention: "Happy Friday the 13th!"

All I've got

This is all I've got in me today...Tomorrow is a final and I've still got four papers to write. I can't do anymore tonight. I'll go to bed and hate my life in the morning.
Thank God for coffee.

-Veelzabub

p.s. I fully believe that Myspace.com is a tool of the devil...I can't leave it alone!