Twice in two days?
As strange as it seems, I am posting two (yes, two!) nights in a row! And while tonight's little number will have to be short and sweet, the fact that it is going up at all is a very positive sign.
You see, the truth is that I've been pretty not happy lately. Not unhappy mind you (although there have been some markedly unhappy moments), just not happy. Part of it my job. It does have its good points: It allows me enough freedom to attend school, I like my co-workers, and I genuinely enjoy selling sporting goods. Well, maybe not that last one so much. Unfortunately, its bad points no longer seem to be things that I'm willing to put up with. Poor management, sloppy merchandising and an overall lack of people skills (in the general public), all of these are just the tip of the ice berg. Honestly, the biggest issue I have with my job is that there isn't enough work...
I know this probably sounds strange, my complaining about a job where I don't really have to do anything, but really, I think my time is more valuable than that. I have lots of other things I could be doing...homework...housework...playing Fable....so wasting my time trying to look busy when there isn't really anything for me to do just kind of sticks in my craw. I never leave work with that "ahhh, I really accomplished something today" sort of feeling. Petty? Maybe. But I really need to find something else that is a better fit for my personality.
So if you're wondering why I'm logging in for the second time in just two days (and by "you", I really mean myself, since I'm really the only one who ever sees this...society's loss), It is because our shoot tonight..."doot-doo-doo-doot"...finished on time. Of course it was partially because I turned into a nagging bitch from hell and pestered Supermanwah and Griff until they called the shot, but nevertheless, we got done right when we were supposed to. In addition to this, I have all of my homework done, I cleaned my apartment (although I really need to clean the kitchen again since I made all the food for cast and crew tonight) and all around things are looking up. I still need to do my taxes, but since I don't owe, I'll probably be ok. I feel good right now. Tired but good. I probably won't feel the same at 6:00 when I have to get up for work, but at this moment in time, I FEEL GOOD!
OK, I got that out of my system. So it is time for my to go to sleep, and as always may your nights be filled with Powerball winning wishes and popsicle dreams....
-Veelzabub
You see, the truth is that I've been pretty not happy lately. Not unhappy mind you (although there have been some markedly unhappy moments), just not happy. Part of it my job. It does have its good points: It allows me enough freedom to attend school, I like my co-workers, and I genuinely enjoy selling sporting goods. Well, maybe not that last one so much. Unfortunately, its bad points no longer seem to be things that I'm willing to put up with. Poor management, sloppy merchandising and an overall lack of people skills (in the general public), all of these are just the tip of the ice berg. Honestly, the biggest issue I have with my job is that there isn't enough work...
I know this probably sounds strange, my complaining about a job where I don't really have to do anything, but really, I think my time is more valuable than that. I have lots of other things I could be doing...homework...housework...playing Fable....so wasting my time trying to look busy when there isn't really anything for me to do just kind of sticks in my craw. I never leave work with that "ahhh, I really accomplished something today" sort of feeling. Petty? Maybe. But I really need to find something else that is a better fit for my personality.
So if you're wondering why I'm logging in for the second time in just two days (and by "you", I really mean myself, since I'm really the only one who ever sees this...society's loss), It is because our shoot tonight..."doot-doo-doo-doot"...finished on time. Of course it was partially because I turned into a nagging bitch from hell and pestered Supermanwah and Griff until they called the shot, but nevertheless, we got done right when we were supposed to. In addition to this, I have all of my homework done, I cleaned my apartment (although I really need to clean the kitchen again since I made all the food for cast and crew tonight) and all around things are looking up. I still need to do my taxes, but since I don't owe, I'll probably be ok. I feel good right now. Tired but good. I probably won't feel the same at 6:00 when I have to get up for work, but at this moment in time, I FEEL GOOD!
OK, I got that out of my system. So it is time for my to go to sleep, and as always may your nights be filled with Powerball winning wishes and popsicle dreams....
-Veelzabub
posted by Veelzabub at 12:43 PM
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